Was actually supposed to meet wanling today for that job thingy, but due to the "objection" from my daddy, decided not to go. sorry jocelyn. Even though i dont feel that contented and accomplished working at my dad's place, i still have to cos he needs helpers. HAH, joyce admitted that she is a turtle. Had lots of fun with Johnnies on the day before yesterday, which is thursday. lol.
Had been wondering whats wrong with me nowadays. I feel that im not myself. ehh, as in i feel that i have become another person. Things which happened used to have an impact or trigger a strong emotion doesnt have that kind of effect on me now. I feel weird. Yes, i know that people grow and mature, but it seems that things are changing the wrong way. But again, maybe it others' eyes, this is a good change. I dont know. I dont know why i can behave like nothing happened when sth has happened. I dont know why i can be so nonchalent and indifferent at one moment, and suddenly so enthusiastic and hyper at the next. I guess, i just have to learn how to control my emotions.
Ok, im staying at home today. Mummy reminded me that i must stay at home to take my medicine (which i have not been doing so for the past few days). No wonder im still sick now. Planned to finish watching the vcds by today or tomorrow, so that i will have time to do some other stuffs.
Screaming is a good way to make one feel better. *SCREAMS*